"You can't be pretty,
Without being skinny."
That's what they say,
So I start dieting,
And starving myself,
To follow their way.
"You have a disorder,
If you look too skinny."
So that's what I do,
I start to gain,
But it doesn't feel the same,
How much do I even weigh?
"You need to cover up,
If you still don't wear make-up."
I start to wear make-up,
But I don't feel pretty,
I feel like I'm suffocating,
My mom takes pity.
"Don't cover up too much,
You'll look like a slut."
I stop wearing make-up,
They want everything,
Instead of messing people up,
Why can't they choose something.
"Don't you dare cry,
Hold it in with a sigh."
I dry my
I am not Ugly; you're just holding the mirror wrong.
I am not Blind; I just love to listen.
I am not Retarded; I just learn differently than you.
I am not ADHD; the world just fascinates me.
I am not Depressed; this is how I smile
I am not Fat; I'm just as big as my heart.
I am not Bisexual; I want to share my love with all.
I am not Cross-eyed; One eye sees beauty in this universe,
the other looks towards my future.
Before you think you may have the answer, on who I'm supposed to be,
No.
I am not Special; I'm just being me.
Okay, So I haven't been on in a while. Life has been getting hectic so I'm happy I can finally get back on. I'm working on drawing my candidis because- obviously that hasn't happened in forever e.e
So sorry for the delay in well, in everything.
And *no* I'm not dead. Some people *cough cough arinatbff (https://www.deviantart.com/arinatbff)* thought I was..
Ich haben ein Motto!
I have a Motto!
"Don't worry about things till they happen"
Yep.
I've had times when I'm scared I'll fail a test.
"Don't worry about things till they happen"
I've had times when I'm scared someone might break in.
"Don't worry about things till they happen"
In my opinion, It's a pretty good motto for me, because I tend to worry on the littlest things..
So if you start worrying, remember my Motto!!
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Sorry about the random Deutsch (hehe German fo German) at the top.. Trying to learn german. I've got Ich haben ein down pat, as it means I have a... Yeah I had to look up and see if motto had a german word.
God I'm
Can I vent? I WILL.
How would you feel if someone made you prove that you were yourself. Seems stupid enough. My old best friend made me do that. She thought I, *I* WAS LYING, and that I *I* was someone she deleted off her friends list because she lied and almost made her loose her bud. WHY DOES IT SEEM I WOULD DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THAT! I found her in a dockhouse on HI2 and immediately pmed her to see if she remembered me. I was happy because after I explained a bit, She realized who I was. But then I talked to her about my buds, And she said one of those buds was the one who made her almost loose a bud. And I said I deleted her. Then s